holly jolly Christmas

dannnnng, it's been a while since I've done one of these blogs. And it feels pretty great to be back! well I am so blessed and so thankful to be back, and be blessed to do secret Santa again, well to my secret Santa these are the things I would love to have.

1. Starbucks gift card

2. Lychee hard candy😍 (From longs)

3. Be joyful candle or spray (From bath and body works)

4. Victoria secret gift card

5. This one is free but, a letter from my Santa :)) You can put whatever whether I know you very well or if I barely know you at all I want you to write me a letter. Like if I don't know you tell me about you and how you like your first year at leadership:) and if I do know you you can write whatever haha.

But dear Santa, I hope my list isn't hard haha. Have fun shopping! :)

thank you mr ing! now a start of something new

Well dang i never would've thought that tis time would come by so fast! I remember going to my first lima graduation that i was helping at when i was in 6th grade and that i finally actually graduated for my own graduation at lima is pretty mind blowing and feels like time just flew by! Man these two years here at lima have totally flew by and went right pass through my fingertips! It's so crazy to see how i've grow and progressed in these past two years! to see all the many different things i've accomplished and ll the many things i'll be accomplishing! Throughout my experience here I've felt loved/hated mad, upset, happy and so many more! But right now i want to cry happy and sad tears for actually maturing and growing in myself and in others! It's so crazy to think that i won't be going to lima anymore but i'll be going to campbell HIGH SCHOOL! like its so weird to say that because I'm the youngest and was always known as a middle schooler so its so crazy to think i am now  high schooler! I just really wanted t thank some people for helping me grow, mr.song first of all! mr.ing, kaya, ms.mcdaniels,mrs.miya, chaddy, diana,period 3 and all of the teachers/people who supported me through it all! thick and thin much appreciate it and can't thank you enough! I just have grown so much in a year it is crazy! i just wanted to thank team 8-1 for being lame, but humble and unique in our own way, yeah we barely won and didn't have mch team spirit but we loved each other nd our teachers! we're team 8-1 and we rep it pretty g! Love you guys. now fro the boys who distracted me made me confused dated me (only one) and just boys people thought i liked etc. thank you! for teaching me things i never would've known without you guys! its been rough with most of you guys but thank you so very much for helping me in some way to be the person i am today!! mahalos! Next i want to thank diana and nicole you both have either hurt me or damaged me  in  huge huge way in my life! I cannot believe some of the things you;ve called me or did to me, but thank you! tank you for hurting me and teaching me to forgive and love on the people who hurt me, but even though you 2 hurt me I'm always here. Now kaya and chad!! MY 8TH GRADE CLASS BUDDIES!!!!! WE MADE IT!!! its crazy just how we met and all the memories,laughs,farts and great things that happened with us 3! we've been through many different things but we always had each other i know for a fact that we will fight but well always love and have each others back because we know how to fight the good fight together! to also hate on people together haha. and last u totally not the least i would love love love to thank mr ing! From the beginning where you excepted me into leadership, from letting me be a group leader and for growing a relationship that i hope we can grow more and more throughout the years! you've made so many sacrifices and done great things for me and i can't even thank you enough for all you have doe for me! i cannot even try or want to imagine my life without leadership it has taught me to do so many things and i thank you for that!! thank you for the blo0gs that i barely ever did! thank you for the food loll, thank you for being  great teacher in general who cares for us! I hope you can find a place for me! thank you for everything! well thats my summary for this year bc honestly without these people i wouldn't be hope morris! thank you lima! for being ghetto but gathering great people together!

now my highs and lows!!!As for highlights and lowlights of the year The biggest highlight was learning sooo much every step of the way. This school year I learned many things that I hope to keep with me as long as I live. As life goes on, I'll add to these learning experiences but for now I'm amazed at how much I learned in one school year. I learned things through the people surrounding me; my friends, teachers, family, etc. and I feel like along the way it made me a better person and helped me improve as well. I would consider this a major highlight because if I didn't learn anything then what is school even for??As for lowlights - im honestly sad that I didn't spend more time with people and got closer to them. This would be a lowlight because there's some people who I never knew and maybe never will know, which is a weird thing to think about. So hopefully, in the future I'll learn the importance of that as well. 

well mann I've learned a lot this year and honestly its powerful to me! One really important thing I've learned is show love to EVERYONE! your enemies, best friends, boys, girls EVERYONE! people love nice people and just being a light and hope for people makes me happy and making other happy makes me even happier! another thing i learned is who cares what everyone thinks! you can't let people stop you from being yourself! always push yourself and be who yo are not anybody else for anyone else! those are the things I've learned about me!

mannn i can improve in many many ways. one major way is to be productive and not lazy! being lazy has made me missed blogs get bad grades and only brought me down! i hate being lazy and a procrastinator and need to start doing things ahead of time and taking things seriously and prioritizing things in my life! those are my major and top improvements that i need to make asap!

5/7

 Hey leadership so this week was really different and it was a kind of week where I liked it but I didn't like it or I just was super tired and I didn't want to go to school and I was just over everything. Like I was so tired but I had to go to school and work and stuff but really I wanted to be in bed sleeping and it was so hard to not go to sleep because we so many test and projects and Cornell notes and I'm just over it and I can't wait for summer to just sleep in and relax. But really this week was bleh and I just wanted to do nothing practically. Well anyways I actually enjoyed this week even though their was a lot of work and I was super tired because we had mostly odds this week and you should know by now that I love odd periods so that was a big highlight for this week. But we also got progress reports this week on Wednesday and it was not good because I have a D in AVID sorry for swearing but I'm just so irritated with AVID and just am not even happy with avid but watever because there is only 26 days left of school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So that exciting oh and I was working music for half of this week since I was on probation😭😩😒 but yeah

  Now with my highlights and lowlights. First with my highlights so my first highlight is that odds were the periods that were the most this week so that made me happy. Another highlight is that there is only 26 more days left of school!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like I want school to be over already!!!!!! But yeah I think those were all my highlights. Now with my lowlights. My first lowlight is that I could only work for half of this week because of avid and avid is just irritating and I do not like it atm   But yeah. Another lowlight is that I was super tired but couldn't sleep and I had to do test and projects and I am just over it all. Another lowlight is that I have so much going on that I am so overwhelmed that I just want to cry all the time and stay in bed. But I can't. So that sucks. But that's about it those were all my highlight and lowlights. 

   So the lesson I learned this week is even though you may be over thing and tired and overwhelmed you shouldn't give up when you can see the finish line. You have to work harder and harder and try your best better than you ever had and end he year stonh and proud of the things you did this year! So even though life is crazy always work hard and don't give up or their will be big consequences and you won't like them. Well that's it bye leadership. 

5/14

Hey leadership so this week was idek. Like I like didn't like this week at all but I didn't mind it. I mean I was pretty much stressing out about all the deadlines and everything that's I had to do. I mean like this whole week I have been doing just straight work! And it was so tiring and I just wanted to sleep but I knew the only way to get my grades up is to work hard. Plus I was trying to get my graduation and it was so irraz because we barely have anytime and most of the 7th graders is just kind of chilling and they act like they don't care and it's kind of irraz because we don't have the much time an honestly I really don't want to loose 😂😂😂😂 and just doing this work had made me stressed and then I HVE friendships that are going pretty rough. And some people are just so irratating and so stubborn and it's just so irraz because I wish that they were just the same that they were like a month ago. But people change and that okay

Well highlights is Mrs sky and her class bc I honestly don't like it but she's so wierd and it's funny so that's what's do like and yeah people. CHanged but people are also pretty awesome and I love that! Lowlights is some people are changing and I don't like that but I don't really have a choice for what they do so that's that. 

The lesson I learned is people will change but it shows there true colors and how they act in these situations and all the things they'll do when this or that happens and all we can do is be true to ourselves and be us!

end of the year project

1: PERIOD PICTURES (this year and last year)

2: BIO CUBES (last year this year)

3: BUCKET FILLING LETTERS (most impactful for me

4:MY FIRST BLOG & MY FAVORITE IMPACTFUL BLOG

5:MY ACCEPTANCE LETTERS

6: PINK SYLLABUS FROM THE BEGGINING OF THE YEAR

7: YEARBOOK IDEA

8: JENGA BLUE PAPER

9: YELLOWS

10:REUNION PICTURE (my first year)

a good week but had to end bad😭

hey leadership, not in a good mood right now I'm actually pissed, upset , crying and more. I honestly just want to say one thing which is I hate AR! I honestly tried to finish it but I couldn't even though it was the easiest and that lisses me off so now I have an F in homeroom and mr ing won't let us take anymore test which makes me even more upset so now I have an F for homeroom! So now my dad is pissed off at me and lately I've been feeling like a failure a stupid a$$ and just all of the above! I honestly have very little confident left and it's sad how little it is and it hurts bc I know my worth but I don't feel it or see it I feel like sh** and ugh im so pissed like I tried to hard so I wouldn't have any bad grades by the weekend and I didn't but homeroom is an F !!! And ugh I just HATE MYSELF! I feel like a stupid a$$ !!!! I'll just go die and cry in a hole now like that's how I feel about this one things! I legit am done with this school year everyone makes me feel stupid irrelevant and so many more!! I just can't contain my hurt inside and I'm just crying it all out rn! But I not hate this week and want to finish this blog now in my frustration. Well now I'll talk about my week! I honestly loved this week it was going pretty good and I was trying so hard to just stay positive and happy bc we should be happy and it worked it really did!! Until after school on Friday and mr ing said were done with AR I can't contain how stupid I feel but anyways that my week I don't even care how it went it's all flushed away because I was to dumb to not read even though I'm busy have practice everyday and when I don't I just want to rest it doesn't matter I should just suck it up and work my a$$ off right just work work!

Well my highlight is that I got to talk to mr song ! And I have an okay week. Now it's my lowlights that's right not really any highlights bc I feel to crappy to know. My first and only lowlight is AR I didn't finish and I broke apart after. All that's been happening lately and I just can't stand feeling so down so there ya go! My highlight and lowlight 

The lesson I learned is bad days will happen and it's okay to break down and cry and let all the frustration out ! You may feel down but believe you're worth the world yeah this blog is very emo and this part isn't that much but just have hope because I believe things can always get better. 

4/23 bloggggsss

    Hey leadership so this week was really an ok week and it was a kind of week where I liked it but I didn't like it or I just was super tired and I didn't want to go to school and I was just over everything. Like I was so tired but I had to go to school and work and stuff but really I wanted to be in bed sleeping and it was so hard to not go to sleep because we so many test and projects and Cornell notes and I'm just over it and I can't wait for summer to just sleep in and relax. But really this week was bleh and I just wanted to do nothing practically. Well anyways I actually enjoyed this week even though i couldn't work Music It was fine though because I was super tired because we had mostly evens this week and you should know by now that I don't really enjoy evens periods so that was a big lowlight for this week. But So since I was on probation😭😩😒 I couldn't work this whole week and I was super upset and I felt like a bad group leader because I'm suppose to set an example. 

  Now with my highlights and lowlights. First with my highlights so my first highlight is that odds were the periods that were pretty good this week so that made me happy. Another highlight is that there is only 20 somethings more days left of school!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like I want school to be over already!!!!!!!! But yeah I think those were all my highlights. Now with my lowlights. My first lowlight is that I couldnt work at all   this week because of avid and avid is just irritating and I do not like it atm   But yeah. Another lowlight is that I was super tired but couldn't sleep and I had to do test and projects and I am just over it all. Another lowlight is that I have so much going on that I am so overwhelmed that I just want to cry all the time and stay in bed. But I can't. So that sucks. But that's about it those were all my highlight and lowlights. 

   So the lesson I learned this week is even though I'm over this year and even though this quarter is crazy and we have lots of test and work. We only have 7 more days of school left and I can make it I just have to keep on working my hardest and I just have to keep on working with my full strength and to just not slack and be happy even though I am so tired I should be happy and joyful and alive! But yeahhhhh  Well that's it bye leadership. 

Orientation second year round

WELL ONE ORIENTATION DOWN 2 more to go! I honestly didn't think we did that bad! But I know we still have a couple things we can improve on. Honestly I was nervous for this years orientation. Let me tell you why. Last year I was just a dance and had to dance like 2 songs I didn't have to speak or do anything but dance. And honestly that's easy! But this year I was the narrator and honestly I'm honored and happy I got picked! But it's a lot of responsibility but it's so much fun! I was really nervous I was going to forgot or do something wrong! But it went pretty good I can do better and I will because I still have two more times! But honestly it was fun! With doing the tour and getting to meet some 6th graders to changing really fast to getting ready for fashion show and to not mess up on anything! Haha I honesty had a blast during orientation and yeah it was a lot of practice and time spent on it but honestly for me it was worth it! Because in the end you become proud of yourself and the things you've accomplished and did! I'm so glad j got to be the narrator! And I'm so happy it didn't go super bad! I'm proud of you leadership! But we still have two more to go!! SO LETS GO AND KILL IT!!

ANOTHA ONE😂💯

HEY LEADERSHIP! WELL ITS OUR SECOND WEEK BACK AND IT WAS CRAZIER THAN THE FIRST! WITH GETTING READY FOR ORIENTATION AND TEST AND WORK AND WORK AND WORK WORK WORK HAHA. well we're back at school and man I'm so exhausted trying comprehend this quarter lol but man this quarter has been going pretty cherreh! Honestly I'm loving the business I love having things to do! Like it's perfect for me! Like my schedule goes together well and I have time to do everything I have to. But this week was just work work and more work which is honestly boring haha. But mr Damo wasn't here for two days which was pretty cherreh and honestly j just had a great week. I mean practicing for orientation wasn't bad till it was Thursday and Friday because it was just like we did it too much! But it's okay. But also because now we're collecting money so it's goi g to be even more busy and ugh I'm just not ready to count money. But I'm excited for the rest of this quarter because we're going to be graduating then going to high school! I'm super excited for highschool and I can't wait!! 

Now my highlights and lowlight. TBH I have more highlights than lowlights and this hasn't happened in forever! So I'll start with my highlights. My first highlight is that this week has been chill and nothing majorly wrong happened yet so that's cherreh. Another highlight is that I have awesome friends and they make school/ classes fun and I'm grateful for them even though I can be a jerk. And my last highlight is this week went great and I just loved it. Oh and I almost forgot to mention I went to the UH volleyball game and I fell in love lol. Now with my lowlights. My first lowlight is that now since we're back at school I gotta wake up early and be at school on time and ugh now I'm back on a schedule. But that's about it this week was really great and I'm glad how it turned out. 

Well now is my lesson of the week and TBH it's going to be simple and short. BE HAPPY AND THANKFUL! FOR EVERYTHING! I busyness the bad time and the good times. No matter what happens just be thankful because we're beyond blessed more than we can realized but trust me nothing can describe how blessed were!

BACK TO SCHOOL😴

WELCOME BACK STUDENTS GET READY BECAUSE NOW WELL HAVE TEST AND PROJECTS AND JUST A BUNCH OF WORK FOR YOU TO DO. I HOPE YOU ENJOY! I honestly was kind of excited to come back to school. Because I missed all my friends but I'm honestly not excited for all the work ahead this quarter. I'm honestly tired just thinking about it. Well this week was pretty boring but also chill. Gladly it was chill. But all week we worked on orientation and I'm nervous because it's coming soon and I have to memorize the script ASAP! But also we have math SBAC which is a big deal for me and I really want to do good and I hope that I can ! But I'll just work my hardest and it'll be okay. But we started passing out form on Thursday and so far it's been chill and okay  but I know soon it'll start getting busy and we don't even know. But yeah it's been okay and not that bad of a week and I actually enjoyed the week back to school. But that's how my week has been and I'm glad it was chill

Now my highlights and lowlight. TBH I have more highlights than lowlights and this hasn't happened in forever! So I'll start with my highlights. My first highlight is that this week has been chill and nothing majorly wrong happened yet so that's cherreh. Another highlight is that I have awesome friends and they make school/ classes fun and I'm grateful for them even though I can be a jerk. Now with my lowlights. My first lowlight is that now since we're back at school I gotta wake up early and be at school on time and ugh now I'm back on a schedule. But that's about it this week was really great and I'm glad how it turned out. 

Now with my lesson of the week. This weeks lesson is simple really. Don't let negativity control your mind. Let positivity spread and show love! Honestly I want all that excited coming back to school. But being happy and not letting the little things get to me helped. So think and speed positivity. 

quarter 3 pau!!

   HEY LEADERSHIPP WASSSUPP!!!! THIS QUARTER IS PRACTICALLY DONEE!!!!! IM SO HAPPY IVE  BEEN WANTING AND WAITING FOR SPRING BREAK! LIKE THIS QUARTER IS UNEXPLAINABLE BUT I HAVE TO EXPLAIN IT SOO LOL!! tbh this quarter wasn't the best i want having the best grades in the beginning and things just got complicated an it was so irraz. tbh I'm over lima and i just want to go to campbell but i know I'm going to miss leadership a lot but its a okay because i will defineltly keep in touch! but I'm just over SOCIAL STUDIES AND MR FRICKEN DICK DUMMY DAMO LIKE I CANT WAIT TO LEAVE HIM AND IMJUST PRAYING TO NOT HAVE HIS WIFE! LIKE PRETTY PLEASE I CANT STAND HIM HOW WILL I STAND HER!!!! but yeah I'm so nervous! about that!!!!!i just hated everyone for like half of this quarter lol except for kaya and chad and just most of my close friends lol but so much happened like i just wanna sleep this break but adventure plenty because life is to short to just do nothing and not have fun if ya know what i mean. lol but imma talk more about this quarter lol.. but we had like 3 or 2 lockdowns this quarter like one that was a drill and one that wasn't but yeah. this quarter I'm kind of struggling with AR which never happened to me so pray for me!! plus I'm use ver because both of my best friends had BFs and yeah lol so this quart i practically third wheeled but I'm so thankful for kay because when i don't want to do work and I'm tired she will let me copy and its just great lol! THAANK YOU KAYA! PLUS THIS QUARTER I GTO TO CELEBRATE MY BRITHDAY WHICH  IS PRTTY CHRREH! SO HONESTLY TIS QUARTER WASNT THE WORST BUT WASNT THE BEST AND THE ONLY GRADE I CANT HANDLE IS HR SO IM ALL G

NOW WITH MY HIGHLIGHTS AND MY LOWLIGHTS. ILL START OFF WITH MY LOWLIGHTS M FIRST LOWIGHT IS THAT I ACTUALLY HAD THE BLUES FOR A BOY AND IT DIDNT GO WELL SO THAT SUCKED. ANOTHER LOWLIGHT IS IM NOT GETTING A 4.0 THIS QUARTER WHICH SUCKS BUTT HOLE! ANOTHER LOWLIGHT IS THAT NO MATTER HOW M UCH I DO FOR SOME OF MY FRIENDS THEY TREAT ME LIKE CRAP. ANOTHER LOWLIGHT IS THAT THIS QUARTER WAS PRETTY BUSY AND I KNOW 4TH QUARTER WILL BE EVEN WORST! NOW ITH MY HIGHLIGHTS. MY FIRST HIGHIGHT IS THAT I GOT CLOSE WITH SOME PEOPLE AND THAT WE GREW A FRIENSHIP THAT I ACTUALLY LIKE AADN IVE BEEN TRYING TO INTERACT WITH POEPLE AND TRY NOT TO HATE THE WORLD WHEN IM AT SCHOOL LOL. ANOTHER HIGHLGHT IT THAT I HAVE MOSTLY As AND ONLY 2 Bs SO IM SUPER PROUD LOL!! BUT TO BE HONEST I DONT REALLY HAVE MUCH TO SAY AB OUT THIS QUARTER LIKE MY MEMORY IS LEGIT SO BA I CANT EVEN REMEMBER LOL BUT YEAH THATS ALL MY HIGHLIGHTS AND LOWLIGHTS!!

so now i will be talking about improvements to make myself a better person is that i need to not be lazy and PCRASTTINATE!! i suck at those things and let honestly don't help ME! like i suffer because I'm trying but id rather rest or sleep because a lot is going on and i need to rest. but i honestly just need to not be lazy because if i do everything i am suppose to i can get a 4.0 i just have to try and be productive and do what i am suppose to do! so i believe i can stop those habits and make them and improvement to just help me in the future and help me grow better as a person!

now the lesson i learned this quarter is to just cherish relationship! lately I've been hanging out with more people talking to more people and helping out shayna and jolene with some things and they've been great!its fun just getting to hang out with my old 8th graders and getting to catch up plus just have fun while working. with these past two years here at leadership I've just been learning to cherish these relationship because they're something like no other. its like your family who you can always count on! its just a great feeling to have great relationships and being able to cherish them forever!

I LOVE YOU LEADERSHIP AND I AM FORVER GREATFUL FOR YOU GUYS!! SEE YOU AFTER BREAK! :)

late blog 2/6

 Hey leadership! So this week was umm a week I never wanna go through. It was just so tiring and stressful and I had good time but the bad time just over came I almost broke down at school like 5 times and ugh I wasn't in the mood at all. Like so much happened I don't want to say it all😒 well let me just say I hope there is my another week like this one😒😂 but let me tell you with school work I ha to do 2 essay this week and man I just wanted to fricken die! Like everyone and all the teachers I just wanted to like ughh man people in general were being irraz and made me mad and upset but yeah. Like I literally was not having a good week. I hates how much school work we had to do then we fricken had so much hw like I was dying with everything plus everything I had to do with home and I was just so overwhelmed and stress out I just wanted to cry and sleep. But my favorite day of the week was Friday mostly because it was Friday and people weren't as irraz and it was just pretty chill and good. My least favorite was the rest of the week cause people will be people which is irraz lol but yeah my week wasn't that good and ugh I hated it!

Now with my lowlights and highlights. Imma start with my lowlights. My first lowlight is that we had so much classwork and so much hw. Another lowlight is that we had to take team pictures which is irraz cause 8th graders will be them and I just didn't like walking out but thank god it's over. Another lowlight is that this week was just horrible an people were just irraz and man I just hated this week so so much. Another lowlight is now both of my friends have bf and I'll just be 3rd wheeling or I should say 5th wheeling. Lol now with my highlights. My first highlight is that I got through the the week without crying in front of anyone.  Another highlight is even when my week is bad I know I will always have kaya through thick and thin kaya will always be there for me!😊💛💛

Well the lesson I learned ISS.......KAYA IS THE BETEST PERAON IN THE WORLD! I mean I already knew this but I've just be so thankful for kaya and all he does for me kaya it really means a lot and I'm just super thankful for you and all you do for me! I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH KAYA!!!!💛💛

another week and it was 💩 but 😁

Hey leadership well this week was really good kinda but there was some parts that I wish didn't happen at all and just was like scary , irritating and just frustrating and I just wanted to break down and cry sometimes and sometimes I just wanted to go to sleep and not wake up till Saturday and sometimes I just felt like things were so fun and it's was the best ever! Haha so this week my emotions were just bipolar and my emotion of the day kinda changes everyday. Also I didn't go to school on Wednesday. Also Friday was kinda the worst because I had a discussion with me ing that I didn't want to hang and just so many stupid things happened towards the end of the week and it was so bad that I had so much on my chest that I started to cry and breakdown cause so much is going on and everything is so stupid. But yeah. If I had to pick my favorite day of the week I think the day would be Tuesday because all my classes were awesome and that day was like the most happiest days of the week and all those classes had my favorite people in them so that was great and literally that day was awesome and the best and I don't think anyway beat that day like foreal that day was the best. But yeah that's day was pretty gnarly. 

  But my highlights for this week is that we actually had a lockdown so on Friday my least favorite day I got to practically miss a period and go on our phones and that was just fun and bomb and I enjoyed it a lot!!! Another highlight is all of my classes went pretty smooth this week expect for Monday for 5th period that was like the worst but yea. Another highlight is even though we had Music for our job I actually kinda like it this week! That's a first like I haven't liked music in a while so yeah. But yeah also that I actually enjoyed my math class and I liked it very much and I felt things went pretty smoothly. And pretty much all this week I liked all my classes and they all were pretty fun and awesome! So yea haha that was reAlly good. My lowlight for this week though was some people just really got on my nerve And really made me irritated mad and made me just want to punch them in the face. And I just kinda wanted to like I don't know I just got super irritated and I just was like ugh but I needed to control my anger and itritationess😂😂😂 and just live happily and be happy and yeah just to not let people ruin my day. 

  So the lesson I learned is to not let people / little things ruin my day and my happiness because happiness is a wonderful thing and something everyone one should have and not get taken away. So always be happy and smile and just pass it on. "Don't worry , be happy" be happy All the time and pass it on. Because if we pSs on happiness the world will be happy and we all love to be happy. 

late blog 2/13

 Hey leadership so this week was pretty rad and awesome. So this week was spirit week and was team cheer off and it was so fun and an experience I will never forget. It was a fun / stressful and Happy week. Yes I am team 7-1 and I am proud to be apart of this team because sure we didn't win but I learned something greater than being one of them cocky winners. I learned that 7-1 May have not placed or won but we worked harder than others. Some off you guys might be like no you didn't or else you would have placed. But if you think about it our teachers did nothing absolutely nothing it was only the kids doing thing and only the kids made the cheer. While the other teAms well some had the teChers do all the work when really spirt week is about the kids and for the kids to have fun and do.  like we had to buy our own shirts and provide our own things while the other teams had their TEACHERS make the shirts and stuff. So I am proud of my team even thought we didn't place at all.  I love my team and I'm proud of all the students who stayed after school and made our cheer. Plus we still have next year when 8-1 is going to beat the other teams butts!!!!! 😂😂 but yeah this week was fun. If I pick my favorite day it wouldn't only be one t would be 3 which is the last three days of the week and I dressed for every single one. Like foreal those days wee so fun and yeAh even if I looked wierd I don't care. This week was fun even though I had to wake up super early and be at school early. 

  Well now with my highlights well my first highlight is that even though my team didn't win we were all still happy and good sports. Another highlight is that I still had fun this week even though we were working a lot. Well that's it I think cause I can't think of anything else haha. Well now with my lowlights. My first lowlight is that I kept on being late everyday and I didn't get on time any day so that sucked butt but I can't go back in time now. My second lowlight is that I kinda stressed like a lot this week just with everyone and spirit week and just the way people act and just how people don't understand and they think everything is easy and ya know just all that drama stuff. Also that my partner just left me alone today during wristbands and I had to do tally mark plus put on wristbands all by myself and some people were just being stupid and not using there brains and that's just irritating in itself. 

Now with the lesson I learned. So this week I just learned to have good sportsmanship. Yeah sometimes you're going to loose but just move on and live life. If you dwell on all the times you lost you will miss all the great wins and great times in your life. So don't dwell on the boring and sad times but move on and look forward to all the great things coming up and just think of all the good things that already happened in your life!😊❤️❤️

anotha short week

so this week was a pretty excited week why? Because I went to HILLSONGSSS CONCERT!!! IVE BEEN DREAMING TO GO TO ONE OF THERE CONCERTS FOR A COUPLE OF YEARS AND THIS DREAM FINALLY CAME TRUE!!! I'm so beyond blessed to got to be able to go! It was honestly super fun and da bestest ever!! But not only that but we didn't have school on Friday so Kaya got to sleep over and we got to talk and catch up but it was nice having her over and I had fun being able to have another sleepover haha. But I honestly had a pretty great week! I was super tired from last week because I was at my church from Sunday till the next Sunday! So I was super tired plus I had school. But I felt like this week was so much greater cause I was blessed and filled with God joy! I felt so happy the whole week even though people were trying to irritate me and even though people tried to make me mad I had one of the bestest week that I didn't get to have in weeks! Like I've never had a school week where I was super productive and then I had fun at school! And after school! Like when do you ever have those? They don't come around a lot tbh! But this week was super good and it was super fun and just a much needed SCHOOL week not WEEKEND but at WEEK AT SCHOOL! Isn't that so shocking? Like I never have a good time at school but legit this week at school was so good and I was just super happy and happy that I was happy and I just kept on being happy and I couldn't stop being happy. Like when something bad happened I wait mad for a second and was like many I'm having a good week even though the bad things occurred like I had a pretty cherreh week! But yeah that's practically all I wanted to say was that I felt super productive and I had a good fun and HAPPY week at SCHOOL which doesn't happen a lot so I thought that, that was good! 

Now with my highlights and lowlights. I'll start of with my lowlights. My first lowlight is I have a D and a C and the other grades are either Bs or As and this just makes me furious because I just want straight As but they never EVER EVER IN HISTORY HAPPENED I've never gotten a 4.0 and I know I'm smart but stupid grades make me feel stupid! I hate it because I know I'm smart but these grades make me feel different and then my parents get mad because I don't have good grades and ugh I hate it so so much! Like why the heck this gotta happen for. But yeah that was practically the only lowlight I had. Now with my highlights. My first highlight is even though I had a super long week and I had a reason to be grumpy and I had a reason to not be happy. I had the bestest week ever and I was happy at SCHOOL and no one ruined my week no matter how hard they tried! I just had a good week and I was happy I had a good week so my week kept on getting better and better and better. Every single day. So that was good and it was just refreshing and relaxing. But yeah another highlight is that we only had 4 days of school this week so you would think I would've slept in but because Kaya slept over I woke up early like super early than I tally would so that kind of sucked but it's all good. But those were my highlights and lowlight and tv this week was just cherreh and great and I was happy with everything that was happening and that happened!

Now with the lesson of this week. The lesson I learned this week is even though you're tired even though you have a lot to grumble about be happy! Because it just makes the week better it makes everything better! I know life may seem rough and it seems like it suck but if you think positivity and continue to be happy people will be happy with you and you'll have a good week and everyone will be happy!

late blog 1/23

Oh gosh here we go another blog about school. Honestly I don't like these because I hate talking about school but it is good because I get to reflect off of my week at school. Well this week wasn't so bad. Tbh I had the blues. Not some normal blues but the blues for a boy. It's been a while since I've actually liked a boy and this boy makes me feel this type of way. But honestly I'm not all that happy because idk if he feels the same and that's pretty scary. We barely talk but when we do I get happy. I know he doesn't feel the same so I stop believing and I stop pretending like I'm in some type of fantasy. I'm sick of all these boys because they don't know one bit of what love it. So yeah. This week wasn't all that bad. I mean we didn't have school on Monday so that was pretty great and I got to go to the color run! Which was rad but I was super tired after the color run and I took like a 4 hour nap which was really refreshing. I just don't really enjoy that I had school the next day hah but really school has been pretty iffy and I don't know how to feel about it because idk if enjoy it as much and I don't mind the learning but the people at my school make it hard to learn and just everyone around. I just hate the people that want to distract me and stop me from doing things I want to do. But yeah I just Hate talking about school and I'm always excited for the weekend. But yeah that's how my week went and normal of my week I hate HATE boys haha

Now with my highlights and lowlights. I'll start of with my highlights my first highlight is that I got to go to the color run and that I got an extra day off of school! Another highlight is that idea lol I just hate school. Now with my lowlights my first lowlight is that boys are irraz and they will most likely let you down and they won't make you happy. So be your happiness. Another lowlight is that i just found out I'm getting my braces in like 3 days which isn't all that bad it's just that I know it's going to hurt and I'm nervous of everything that will happen. But other than that this week wasn't all that bad it just want all that great. 

Now with the lesson I learned this week. Truest the lesson I learned this week is even though we have bad days and we know things that aren't so good will happen and or bad things happen think of the brighter side of it! Be positive and spread positivity because it could change someone's life but be thankful and always think of the good outcomes instead of all the bad. Have a great week leadership! Peace out!!

Anotha crappy week @ school✌🏼️

Hey leadership so this week was pretty crazy I mean I got braces and then I had to dance at a funeral/assembly for someone at kings and it was a great opportunity. But I missed 2 days of school which isn't bad but it's just I missed my 2,4&6 periods 3 times. 3 full days in a row! I missed it!! Which isn't good because that means my grades are going down! And for English on Tuesday I had an A and then the next day I got an F!!!!!! Which isn't good at all because that means my parents are going to get super mad and then being mad isn't good at all!!! So yeah I'm doing things to raise my grade!!! But yeah so this week I only had periods 1,3&5 which wasn't all that bad but I got tired of just having this periods tbh. But overall this week sucked. Like I got braces so I could barely eat anything people just ugh me and irratated me then we have to finish a project then AR AND THEN WE HAD HSA! For science! Like tbh this week was just not so good. Like lots of things happened and even though it's for good it just wasn't all that great! And then I just ugh yeah I just didn't like this week so much! But yeah I didn't have any favorite or least favorite cause I had the same periods every day this week so yeah. 

   Well now with my highlights and my lowlights. I'll start off we my highlights. My first highlight is getting braces. Yeah it may hurt and suck rn but in the end I will have nice teeth that are straight! So I just got to be thankful and think of the ending product. My second highlight is that I finished my avid project and yeah I'm pretty confident in it! Now with my lowlight. My first lowlight is of how much my braces have hurted this whole week! Like it was so painful I actually wanted to cry! So yeah. Another lowlight is I missed my even periods a lot which means I would have a lot of work to make up which is ugh he! And yeah I think that's about it with my highlights and lowlights 

 Now this week I've actually learned a pretty good lesson. My first lesson is to be thankful for EVERYTHING! Even if it hurts now and isn't so easy now. You just got to think of the end product and what's going to happen in the end. The last lesson I learned is we don't have a lot of time to live. So live like there's no tmr and think "am I happy with what I did with my life? And am I happy with what I did today?" Because you never know when you're going to loose someone or when someone losses you. So just always be thankful!

always thankful for kaya

Hey leadership! So this week was umm a week I never wanna go through. It was just so tiring and stressful and I had good time but the bad time just over came I almost broke down at school like 5 times and ugh I wasn't in the mood at all. Like so much happened I don't want to say it all😒 well let me just say I hope there is my another week like this one😂😒 well my best friend kaya got a boyfriend!!! Which I'm actually happy about I mean I ship them so much and I love them as a couple! And her bf is nice to me soo😂 but let me tell you with school work I ha to do 2 essay this week and man I just wanted to fricken die! Like everyone and all the teachers I just wanted to like ughh man people in general were being irraz and made me mad and upset but yeah. I hates how much school work we had to do then we fricken had so much hw like I was dying with everything plus everything I had to do with home and I was just so overwhelmed and stress out I just wanted to cry and sleep. But my favorite day of the week was Friday mostly because it was Friday and people weren't as irraz and it was just pretty chill and good. My least favorite was the rest of the week cause people will be people which is irraz lol but yeah my week wasn't that good and ugh I hated it!

Now with my lowlights and highlights. Imma start with my lowlights. My first lowlight is that we had so much classwork and so much hw. Another lowlight is that we had to take team pictures which is irraz cause 8th graders will be them and I just didn't like walking out but thank god it's over. Another lowlight is that this week was just horrible an people were just irraz and man I just hated this week so so much. Another lowlight is now both of my friends have bf and I'll just be 3rd wheeling or I should say 5th wheeling. Lol now with my highlights. My first highlight is kaya is going out with kent!!!!!! WOOOHOOOO LIKE IM SO SO SO HAPPY FOR HER!! YAAA KAYA YOU BETTA WERK! Another highlight is even when my week is bad I know I will always have kaya through thick and thin kaya will always be there for me!😊😊😊❤️

Well the lesson I learned ISS.......KAYA IS THE BETEST PERAON IN THE WORLD! I mean I already knew this but I've just be so thankful for kaya and all he does for me kaya it really means a lot and I'm just super thankful for you and all you do for me! I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH KAYA!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️

great school started again...

HEY LEADERSHIP FAM! IT IS FINALLY 2016! WELL I KNOW A LOT OF POEPLE DIDNT HAVE A GREAT WEEK BACK BECAUSE HONESTLY AFTER  A TWO WEEKS BREAK WHO WANTS TO GO BACK TO SCHOLL?! but this week was okay it was chill but i really didn't want to learn and i just wanted sleep. i honestly didn't have a great week but it wasn't all that bad. well let me start it off with it was my birthday on wednesday AKA " the dreadful first day back" i hostly was excited to see kaya and nicole! but i didn't want to go to school and learn LOL i just wanted to chill and hang out and not have anything to do with learning. But i honestly had the greatest and besets birthday because of kaya and nicole they made this birthday and start of the year so great because NONE nd i really mean NONE of my "FRIENDS" ever did ANYTHING for my birthday! they barely even told me happy birthday and i would always make them csake and i would do so much for my friends birthday and they could barely tell me happy birthday so i am more than thankful that they actually did something and they just love on me and they're just they BESTEST of friends EVER!! and I'm so thankful for them! but for the rest of this week its a different story it was just boring and irraz cause everyone in the school just wants to be buttonhole and ughh but yeah the only day i liked was weddnesday and we had a 3 day week of school LOLL! But yeah my week was pretty crazy

   Now with my highlights and lowlights. Imma start with my highlights my first highlight was that my birthday was this week and that was the only thing that made my week happy. And it was actually te bestest birthday I ever had so yeah! Now with my lowlights. My first lowlight is that this week was not fun at all! Everything was just work work work and after 2 weeks of break no one wants to do work. Another lowlight is I think because we just came back from break eveyone was like not in the mood and were just irraz mad and ugh they made school hard because they would not enjoy school and made everyone else's school life miserable. But yeah this were my highlight and lowlights. They're short because this week was short. 

I think the lesson I learned this week is to just be thankful for what I have and what I'm given because even though not eveything is great nothing is ever perfect and we just have to be thankful for the "perfect" things because when you becom thankful and grateful for the little things there will come lots of great big things to be even more grateful for! So just to be thankful for the little things even when it's hard😊😊😊