Hey leadership so finally the first week of school is done! Honestly I don't think for any school weekends I was as excited for it to be over EVER! Honestly there is so much drama going on in school and we aren't even two weeks in! I mean honestly I hate how girls are so dramatic and they just want to cause drama. But anyways i will just talk about this whole week experience. Well honestly I don't like any of my periods, like I wish u had to same teachers and classmates as last year like everything was perfect and now my teachers got boring I barely like two people in each of my classes! And I already had to do an essay x2 and I had to do art! PS I HATE DRAWING😂 so if you couldn't tell this week didn't start very well. But this week me and my group had music! So if you know me you know I love to work music as my job! And honestly I thought you know music will make me happy and feel better about the week. But guys what IT DIDNT! I mean we had so much problems and stuff I just wanted to punch and tell at someone😂 I just felt like this school year isn't starting well. But I tried to stay as positive as possible. But besides all my classes and jobs there was drama and vents. But mostly drama😂 well on the first day back of school a girl wanted to fight me because she thought I was eyeing her out when I was just glancing around and practically staring at everyone so when she said that I was like really😑😂 but I didn't let that get to me cause it was stupid but then throughout the week my friends weren't feeling well like emotionally so I vented with them and I made them feel better. And then I had drama with a couple and honestly I wanted I kill myself because I had so much on my mind and then I felt like I was making things worst for them. But yeah that was all the drama and all the feeling I had in the first week if school. And overall for this school year that will happen things suck! But I just hope things will get better!😯😊
Now with my highlights and lowlights. I will first start with my highlights because I think I need that rn😂 well my first highlight was getting to work music. Yes it was stressful at times but throughout my leadership experience the music job always made me less stressed and happy and I still kind of had that feeling this week. Another highlight is besides all the drama and classes I always had my great and awesome friends beside me helping me out through the week and being there for me😊 And now with my lowlights. My first lowlight is that all my classes are boring and I hate 99% I the people in my classes! Another lowlight is that i had more drama in just one week than I would have in one month! Another lowlight is that there was actually a boy who liked me and I didn't even see him till the day AFTER HE ASKED ME OUT!!😒😑 so I obviously said no in a mean way😂 but now everyone thinks I like him!😒 like da heck so that's always hella irraz. But yeah those were all my highlights and lowlights.
Well with this crazy week I think the lesson I learned is that through the hard times and through the struggles we have a choice is we are going to let those struggles make us mad or irritated or If we are going to just learn from those struggles and stay happy. I honestly think I more let most of the struggles get to me and some I just brushed off. But during this stressful irraz week I think I can now tell myself to just brush it off because we only live for so long and we can't go back in time so instead of being mad me GLAD! And ALWAYS STAY HAPPY!😊
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