Another week of more caous

Hey leadership! So this week wasn't all that bad actually! Just kidding! This week wasn't as bad as last week but still yet we had drama and everyone was so dramatic!😒 like honestly it was pretty bad. First we had IDs for jobs an I hate IDs  then we have half of our group showing up and half of our group showing up late! Honestly it makes me so mad when we are in leadership and we are suppose to be self directed but some people don't know what to do unless they are told exactly what to do! Yes I understand we will make some mistakes but if your a second year student you should know exactly what to do! Plus you should be able to explain to the 7th graders what to do! Honsestly I'm sick if all the drama and all if the stupid things people do! It makes me mad that there is suppose to be 2 leaders in period 3 but I feel like there is only 1! So if you couldn't tell this whole week I was irritated! But anyways something that made me happy is we had odds three times this week! And if you guys didn't know I love odds! Because I have science and leadership. Although science wasn't as good as usual but Friday was pretty good day! I mean in science I belly flopped on a table to catch a ball for our game and eveyone was laughing and that was my highlight for that day! Also Friday we had leadership last and we kind of did a lot of productive things! Plus avid was prime so Friday was a pretty good day! But then I come to school on a ba note because I didn't go to school on Thursday because I had a music video shoot but then I come back on Friday and I find out that both of my seventh graders didn't go to work at recess ! AND THEY ONLY HAD TO WORK AT RECESS! Honestly I was mad. Then I find out kaleo was there but on the envelope he didn't skip a line! So IDs was messed up on Thursday the day I didn't go to school! I was mad at my whole group one for KALEPO (one of the group leaders for period 3) didn't remind our 7th graders that we had to work for recess plus writing on the envelope and made a mistake and I was mad at my 7th graders for not checking if they had to work or to check if A101 was open! Yes I didn't remind them but I'm not always going to be there!! Honestly it makes me mad that they need to be reminded to do things! Like they NEED to be self directed and learn how to remember things! But that's practically most of the drama that happened and yeahh

  Now with my highlights and lowlights. I'll start with my highlights so I can find some good things this week! My first highlight is that Friday was actually a pretty good days and I made a lot of memories and not really any bad things happened. Another highlight is that I got really close with one of my good friends and it's been good until recently we've been having some drama not between us but between others so that's a little bit of a lowlight but whatever😂 another highlight is that I finished my flyer! Also we finished receipts! Plus I did Monday and Tuesdays intro! But yeah those were all I my highlights. Now with my lowlights. My first lowlight is that my group kind of made a lot of mistakes and that makes me not only disappointed at my group but it made me disappointed at myself because I felt like I wasn't being a good enough of a leader. Plus I was embarrassed that my group was making a lot of te mistakes this week. But yeah that's one lowlight. Another lowlight is that there still is a lot of drama and things are just getting more stressful everyday and things aren't getting that much better. But yeah I think another lowlight is that some relationships and breaking and some are growing but some that are growing aren't really good relationships. But yeah those are all my lowlights and highlights. 

  Now this week I think I learned a really valuable lesson and a lesson that will e helpful for this whole year. And that lesson is to be a rolemodel for the 7th graders this year! I think that if I do what I should be doing they will do the same and if I just show them what they should do they will follow. I honestly think this lesson is going to be hard to accomplish everyday but if I do it a lot of good things will happen so I will just try and be the greatest rolemodel I can be😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

First week of school and I feel ugh

Hey leadership so finally the first week of school is done! Honestly I don't think for any school weekends I was as excited for it to be over EVER! Honestly there is so much drama going on in school and we aren't even two weeks in! I mean honestly I hate how girls are so dramatic and they just want to cause drama. But anyways i will just talk about this whole week experience. Well honestly I don't like any of my periods, like I wish u had to same teachers and classmates as last year like everything was perfect and now my teachers got boring I barely like two people in each of my classes! And I already had to do an essay x2 and I had to do art! PS I HATE DRAWING😂 so if you couldn't tell this week didn't start very well. But this week me and my group had music! So if you know me you know I love to work music as my job! And honestly I thought you know music will make me happy and feel better about the week. But guys what IT DIDNT! I mean we had so much problems and stuff I just wanted to punch and tell at someone😂 I just felt like this school year isn't starting well. But I tried to stay as positive as possible. But besides all my classes and jobs there was drama and vents. But mostly drama😂 well on the first day back of school a girl wanted to fight me because she thought I was eyeing her out when I was just glancing around and practically staring at everyone so when she said that I was like really😑😂 but I didn't let that get to me cause it was stupid but then throughout the week my friends weren't feeling well like emotionally so I vented with them and I made them feel better. And then I had drama with a couple and honestly I wanted I kill myself because I had so much on my mind and then I felt like I was making things worst for them. But yeah that was all the drama and all the feeling I had in the first week if school. And overall for this school year that will happen things suck! But I just hope things will get better!😯😊

 Now with my highlights and lowlights. I will first start with my highlights because I think I need that rn😂 well my first highlight was getting to work music. Yes it was stressful at times but throughout my leadership experience the music job always made me less stressed and happy and I still kind of had that feeling this week. Another highlight is besides all the drama and classes I always had my great and awesome friends beside me helping me out through the week and being there for me😊   And now with my lowlights. My first lowlight is that all my classes are boring and I hate 99% I the people in my classes! Another lowlight is that i had more drama in just one week than I would have in one month! Another lowlight is that there was actually a boy who liked me and I didn't even see him till the day AFTER HE ASKED ME OUT!!😒😑 so I obviously said no in a mean way😂 but now everyone thinks I like him!😒 like da heck so that's always hella irraz. But yeah those were all my highlights and lowlights. 

 Well with this crazy week I think the lesson I learned is that through the hard times and through the struggles we have a choice is we are going to let those struggles make us mad or irritated or If we are going to just learn from those struggles and stay happy. I honestly think I more let most of the struggles get to me and some I just brushed off. But during this stressful irraz week I think I can now tell myself to just brush it off because we only live for so long and we can't go back in time so instead of being mad me GLAD! And ALWAYS STAY HAPPY!😊