thank god for the weekend

So this week my group had music. Let me tell you this now yes I love doing music it is my favorite job but with the bad things that happened this week I don't think that music helped a lot. Firstly I started off pretty good. Then in the middle of the week something bad happened with my group and we talked a lot during our period then after that talk things started to get better. So I was happy about that but then I did something stupid and this thing ruined my whole week and was the worst way to end the week. So I used some ones notes for my AR test and I got an 100% and I knew that I should have done that and that it is stupid and I should've have done this. I am very mad, sad and disappointed in myself. So Mr. Ing found and we talked about it and my punishment was that firstly I lost my vest. So I cant work until I get it back. Another thng I lost was my cubby. So I had too take everything I had in there out and I don't have a cubby anymore. The other thing that I lost was my chair so I don't own a chair anymore and you know the front desk in the front by the ice cream thing. Well that is where I sit and I cant do anything else. I am officially a nobody. BUT  I am not going to be a nobody forever I am going to work my hardest to not be a nobody. Because one I never wanted to be a nobody or on probation. so I am going to work my hardest too get off and got all my privlages back. And I don't want leadership too work harder than they have too for ISA just because off me. But yea that why the worst part of my week and it crushes me that this even happened. I really wished that this was a dream but it isn't. So yea let me share some good things well I had music! and I like music because we rotate so I don't always have to work in the morning but I love music because I get too listen to music and I get to play the music I like. So yea.

My highlight from this week gee idk really know my highlight. but if I thought of something just with school is that this week I loved all my classes and my teachers were really nice. except for my damo on Friday he yelled at my class and he scared me cause he yells too loud I cannot handle like my heart stops and then starts beating fast and I feel like is pumping against my chest idk. but yea. Also that my group is improving after our talk we had with jah and mr. ing. and I saw that we were improving and I saw some progress yea there were still some mistakes but nobody is PERFECT. But my lowlight you guys probably know what it is but my lowlight is now in leadership I am a nobody and even though it didn't start I feel so sad and mad and just want to not be a NOBODY!!!!!!  But I dragged myself into this problem and I am dragging myself out of this problem as soon as I can because the sooner the better I feel so empty and worthless right now in leadership. But I know that I can get myself out.

The lesson I learned is too work your hardest and too not use someone elses knowledge or work for yourself. But work hard for you and from your own work. Literally I learned a lot this week I also learned that coping and all that cheating and stuff isn't worth the consequence. Guys learn from my mistake and don't copy or use someone knowledge fro your work. I promise you it will come back at you stab you in the back and hit you harder then how happy you felt when you passed. Because it really doesn't pay up for that success because you didn't do it and you will get payback and trust me the payback sucks and it just ruins you and you think of the things you did before doesn't matter it matter of what you do consistent. this is literally the worst thing that ever happened too me and trust me this is worst than probation this is 1000% worst than probation so remember to think before you do something because I know I am totally. And I am going to think if its worth it or not and all the consequenses that are possible. Well I hope you learn from my mistake and don't do what I did. well peace out leadership.