Smile and be happy

Hey leadership so this week was really short😂😂 obviously. But I'm kinda glad it was but I wish it was longer so I can bring up my grades but I just got to work harder. But this week was really good and I am so glad we had TV. like I love TV I get nervous but I always have so much fun. Even though it causes a lot of stress and drama but I really have fun doing it. And I'm glad because this was the first time I got to work for TV after being a nobody. So that's why I was excited for this week. But my favorite day would have to be Wednesday. Because it was the shortest school day. Plus it has my favorite periods. So that day was good and I love short days! But this week was short but enjoyable. I'm really glad we had TV this week though. Not everyday this week was good mostly because on Monday we didn't have intro. Plus on Tuesday we forgot to pick up iPod and the iPod was my fault because tuesday is my day so yea that wasn't really good. But my group wasn't really happy with each other this week. Plus we were missing one person from our group most of the week which sucked. Cause I like to work with all my teammates. But oh well

My highlight for this week was this week went really smooth and was short. Even though we were super mad at one person in our group I still had fun with our job and I had fun in general for this week. Plus this week was super short. And short days or weeks make me HAPPY!!! But my lowlight for this week is AGAIN not everyone got to work this week. Also on Monday we didn't have an intro. Plus on Tuesday we forgot to pick up the iPod.  So more than half of this school week was bad so when things go bad so does our team. We get mad at each other and stuff and it just isn't a good week when I want it too be so that is another lowlight. How just if something bad happens with our jobs are team get mad and irritated which I understand but we ARGUE!! And I really don't like to argue but sometimes people are just so irritated I just have to let it go. So this week was good but with my group things weren't that good it was actually pretty bad. But with out that my week was good. So that's another highlight how without leadership school was really good and fun!

So what I learned this week is even when things go bad and bad stuff happen it doesn't mean that, that day is going to be bad. It matters and depends on you. Even when something bad happens just Shake it off and be happy in the rest of your day. Don't let something so dumb and so stupid ruin your entire day. Cause bad things are going to happen often but you get too chose if it ruins your whole day and ruins your mood. This person is really important because I know a lot of bad things happen but I get to make the choice of I let it bug me the whole entire day. Or maybe even weeks or months. But I need to remember to always be happy and smile! Those are some of the most important things too do too live a happy life. And that is what I am going to do. 

Better week😌

Hey guys so this week was bomb! Like everyone got to work. Except for dayna but she is improving so much like she made intro for Wednesday plus she posted playlist with out us telling her. So I'm proud of her☺️. But this week was so good one because I finally got to work!!! And I gotta tell you it feels so good and even though sometimes I don't want to work. I rather work! Now that I know how it feels too not work so yea😊 and my classes were really good and I loved them and my classes went good. Except for one day in avid I got in trouble for eating a gobstopper so yea. I'm really glad that I am working again and that most of my team is working and we are getting better. But in friday our team was mad at one of our teammates and now we are kinda just mad and I was trying to talk to her but I guess she doesn't like me no more but really it doesn't bother me cause I have plenty friends and yea. But over all this week was good and I can't wait for next week and to work on TV!!☺️ Plus I just started working again and we had music so that made me happy!!

Ok so my highlight for this week is im working!!!! WOOHOO!!!  And most of my team was working and my teammates are improving and getting better and I just felt really good this week and I had a really good week and i am happy about this week and all that happened. Well with my lowlight. So one of my lowlights is that my teammate got mad at our team and we were just arguing and all that stuff and we were mad at her and we just got irritated and it was the last day of the week so that sucked! Also that not everyone got to work this week so that was a bummer. But yea a highlight/lowlight like it was in the middle was that I had to work both shifts. At first I was like ugh cause I like to sleep in but I liked and I'm happy that I worked both because I love music and I got to leave class early but I only did that once😂 but I got to pick the music and it was just fun and great. So that was mostly a highlight but a little of a lowlight. 

A lesson that I learned this week is too never take anything for granted. Why I say this is because I used to always complain of how much I had to work and why do I have to work when I work the most. But during the two weeks of being a nobody I wanted to work so so so so so bad! I mean I love to work and I love to be kept busy but I think that I need breaks and I need to rest once in a while. So I don't overwhelm myself with work but I don't work too less because I need to work! Or else I get out of control and I just need to work because it drives me crazy just sitting their and doing nothing at all so yea. It felt good to be back at working and having a vest. But yea. Byeee 

Secret Santa

Hey guys so this is a blog about things that I would like for the secret Santa thing. So yea

1) Arizona😂

2) Forever 21 gift card 

3) $20😂😛

4) Gift card from BM, or Hollister, Abercrombie, Aeropostale anyone of those. 

5) Jewelery holder(will have a picture down below of what kind) doesn't have to look like the pictures. But please try too be blue or black☺️
6) Starbucks card!!! Bruh I love Starbucks so yea

Well those were something's that I would want. Well byeeeee

Another week

Hey leadership so this week actually ended at a really good weekend. I'm not going to be sitting in the front anymore!☺️ but I still have to earn some things back. But I am so glad that I can get out of the seat in the front. But this week was ok besides that it wasn't that great we got our progress report and my grades weren't doing really good and it was doing bad and that made me sad and mad but I know I can bring that up. Also my classes weren't really happy they were actually boring and the only class that I liked all week was the last period on Friday because we got to make a poster and got to talk and stuff and it was just fun. Also because for advisory it was fun with me Fukushima. And tbh Friday was the best day.  And I'm glad for Friday's and for the weekend. But this week was ok but if I did pick a day Friday would have been my favorite day and tuesday😂. But yea

My highlight for this week was im not sitting in the front. So I'm not a nobody anymore and I can finally  talk and eat😂. But I am just really glad I'm getting out of the problem more and things are just getting better and I am learning a lot in leadership. And I still have more adventures in leadership. But I am glad for what happened already and all the lessons that I learned and all that happened so far. Also another highlight is that I get too work! And I don't just have to be a person who is so worthless and unimportant. But I can be a person who is helpful. But my lowlight is that I still need to earn my name tag back for my chair and I still need to earn my cubby. But until that time I am still going to be working hard and I am going to try my best too earn those things as soon as I can. 

But the lesson that I learned this week is if you really put your mind too something and you want to get something. You need to work hard and you are going to work hard if it is really what you want and what you want to do. But yea. Just always work hard and don't take things for granted and be thankful and always work hard. And always  chase after your dreams and if you really want it work hard for it. Don't just think you can't do it because you can. Nothing is impossible but nothing is easy. Sorry the picture is blurry. But just an old pic when I was working IDs

The worst choice

  Hey leadership so as you could see I have been sitting in the front table for a week and a half almost 2 whole weeks. Let me tell you the spot that I am in is the worst spot too be in leadership. And trust me it is not fun or comfortable. I hate this spot and this will be the last time I get to this spot because I've learned a really good lesson from the mistake I made and from the consequence given too me. The lesson that I learned is cheating is just a short cut and a way to get something easy. But leadership isn't able taking a shortcut or getting things easy.  It's about working hard and working for everything you do. This problem that I got myself into was worst than I thought. I thought nah I don't have to worry nobody will catch me. But oh how I was wrong. That day I took that AR test, right after school I got talked too and got all my privileges  taken away and trust me I was going to cry so bad because I knew that was the start of being a nobody. And what I mean is sitting on the front table with a chair that has no name, I can't talk to anyone and I just do work. And if you known me you know that it is hard for me too not talk because I am portogeese but really that was the least of my problems. The thing is my teammate Julia didn't have a lot of our group during our job for TV and she said she felt disappointed and a little mad and I understand why,  I totally just left her in the dust all by herself having not even half off her team. During the hardest job and that just made me feel worst and because of that period 5 had too help period 1 with their jobs and let me tell you now, that is so embarrassing to know that you can't even rely on your group but you have to rely on another group. And this made me think none of this wouldn't have happened if I thought before I did when I did what I did. So listen guys I know you have heard this probably a trillion time but take it to heart and mind to think before you do. Think more than of just thinking I won't get caught like how I did. Like think of the consequences and think is this really worth it? Because trust me what I did was not worth sitting in the spot I am sitting in if I thought before I did and thought of all the consequences possible and didn't do what I did  I probably wouldn't have been in this problem. Even think of the worst consequences cause even if you think your problem isn't bad whoever is giving the consequence can make it as bad as they want too. So remember that. Another thing is that sitting in the spot that I have been sitting in looks like your guys seats but it feels different and it doesn't feel like a good kinda different in fact I HATE this spot like but I guess that's the point. This past week an a half has been the worst week and a half I have ever been through. And I thought that I would have never been in the spot I'm  in. But I also learned that just because you think your perfect or everything about you is good. That is not the point the point is that you need to be humble and always work hard and too not think your better than any one. Because no one is perfect but it's doesn't mean you always get into problems. you get too choose and you get too make a choice of what you do and what happens in your life. So remember always think before you do, always be humble and remember to make the right and better choice because I promise you, you will make mistakes and fall but you get to decide what you do nobody else but you. 

Period 1

  Hey guys so I am going to talk about period one and how we are going to fix the problems we have been having and how we are going to fix it. So things that I am going to do is too I have a white board at home so what I do is write reminders on their so I will remember. Also another thing that I do is I put a reminder ringer thing so whenever the thing is due it tells me the day off and days earlier so I know and I can do it before time. Also that we all have our own day to make a playlist or a intro so we all have a responsibility and we all know and don't need to worry about making intros more than we have too. Or making sure we have the intro and if we don't have it we know why and the person who is  responsible for it. Also too remind our group constantly so we are all on the same page and so we all can stay on track and not get into a lot of problems or the same problems. Also ew are going to always talk and communicate on our phones and outside of school so we always remember and not forget.  Also that we will be checking grades weekly so we can help each other with our grades if we are struggling. So then we wont fall in a deep whole but all work together so our group stays high and far assay from big and bad problems

The worst week of my life

   So this whole week was just not one of the best. Well as if you guys could see I had to sit in the front of the room the whole week doing nothing. No talking nothing! And if you know me you know how hard that is for me. So that was just the start of the bad thing. The second thing is I couldn't do anything until someone else finds their solution. So that kinda made me feel like irritated because I wanted to get out of this problem as soon as I could so I could help for ISA. But I couldn't do anything until she had a solution. So I couldn't  help with ISA, plus I couldn't go to school. So that sucked a lot. Another bad thing is on my quiz for math I got a bad grade and a quiz cost a lot in your grade so that was also bad. Another thing that was bad is I let my team down. For being a nobody and Julia practically had to work by herself. And I felt so bad and sad that I couldn't help her out. So this week wasn't really good and a lot of bad thing happened.

 So since this week wasn't the best I will start with my lowlight. So the lowlights that I had was I didn't get off from being a nobody and this sucks because this means I am just going to be a nobody even longer. But I just have too be prepared when the time comes. Another lowlight is my grade in math was doing good but now it is not doing so good. Also another bad thing is I didn't get too help ISA plus I didn't work in my job so I didn't work all week so that sucked butt. So now let me try to list some highlights..... ummmm  well one highlight is there wasn't any school on Tuesday so I got to sleep in. Also people called me shaniqua because of my corn rolls. So I was happy and proud of that. So yea.

The lesson that I learned is don't do something you know is wrong and is going to get you into a big consequence that you don't know about but you know your are going to get in trouble. And you don't know how bad its going to be so its better to not do what is bad then too find out. So next time you think of doing something you know is wrong think off the consequences and all that can happen. Even if you think it wont go that far you never know. So think before you do. Always remember that. THINK BEFORE YOU DO ANYTHING. ( also the pictures that I picked are of other times wen I was on tv. GOOD TIMES)

thank god for the weekend

So this week my group had music. Let me tell you this now yes I love doing music it is my favorite job but with the bad things that happened this week I don't think that music helped a lot. Firstly I started off pretty good. Then in the middle of the week something bad happened with my group and we talked a lot during our period then after that talk things started to get better. So I was happy about that but then I did something stupid and this thing ruined my whole week and was the worst way to end the week. So I used some ones notes for my AR test and I got an 100% and I knew that I should have done that and that it is stupid and I should've have done this. I am very mad, sad and disappointed in myself. So Mr. Ing found and we talked about it and my punishment was that firstly I lost my vest. So I cant work until I get it back. Another thng I lost was my cubby. So I had too take everything I had in there out and I don't have a cubby anymore. The other thing that I lost was my chair so I don't own a chair anymore and you know the front desk in the front by the ice cream thing. Well that is where I sit and I cant do anything else. I am officially a nobody. BUT  I am not going to be a nobody forever I am going to work my hardest to not be a nobody. Because one I never wanted to be a nobody or on probation. so I am going to work my hardest too get off and got all my privlages back. And I don't want leadership too work harder than they have too for ISA just because off me. But yea that why the worst part of my week and it crushes me that this even happened. I really wished that this was a dream but it isn't. So yea let me share some good things well I had music! and I like music because we rotate so I don't always have to work in the morning but I love music because I get too listen to music and I get to play the music I like. So yea.

My highlight from this week gee idk really know my highlight. but if I thought of something just with school is that this week I loved all my classes and my teachers were really nice. except for my damo on Friday he yelled at my class and he scared me cause he yells too loud I cannot handle like my heart stops and then starts beating fast and I feel like is pumping against my chest idk. but yea. Also that my group is improving after our talk we had with jah and mr. ing. and I saw that we were improving and I saw some progress yea there were still some mistakes but nobody is PERFECT. But my lowlight you guys probably know what it is but my lowlight is now in leadership I am a nobody and even though it didn't start I feel so sad and mad and just want to not be a NOBODY!!!!!!  But I dragged myself into this problem and I am dragging myself out of this problem as soon as I can because the sooner the better I feel so empty and worthless right now in leadership. But I know that I can get myself out.

The lesson I learned is too work your hardest and too not use someone elses knowledge or work for yourself. But work hard for you and from your own work. Literally I learned a lot this week I also learned that coping and all that cheating and stuff isn't worth the consequence. Guys learn from my mistake and don't copy or use someone knowledge fro your work. I promise you it will come back at you stab you in the back and hit you harder then how happy you felt when you passed. Because it really doesn't pay up for that success because you didn't do it and you will get payback and trust me the payback sucks and it just ruins you and you think of the things you did before doesn't matter it matter of what you do consistent. this is literally the worst thing that ever happened too me and trust me this is worst than probation this is 1000% worst than probation so remember to think before you do something because I know I am totally. And I am going to think if its worth it or not and all the consequenses that are possible. Well I hope you learn from my mistake and don't do what I did. well peace out leadership.