worst of the worst weeks

 Hey leadership well this week was the worst and I don't want to even want to go back to school because this week was so bad.  I just hate how bad it went and all the stress and bad things that happened. Like I wish it all just didn't happen and legit the whole week I just wanted to break down and cry and scream and the worst thing was I felt like I had no one. Like no one was their too help me along the way and nobody even cared how much I was hurting and I felt like everyone was just like who cares it's just hope. Like I had nobody and I just wanted to cry and die if I'm gonna tell the truth I just wanted to die🔫💀 I know it sounds clique but that's just how I felt and I felt like no one understood so I just got mad at everyone my family & friends because I just felt like they don't care about me and I was legit was going to tell all my friends at school that didn't give a shizzz about me "I'm done I don't want a friend like you byee" like foreal cause I just can't trust my closet friends because like they didn't give a shizz. So I was really sad and mad all the friends that I liked were all the ones who aren't in leadership. But yeah this week was worst than the worst of week!! Like no joke

 Well I'm going to start of with my lowlights since I have so much well the first one is I had so much problems with my friends it didn't even feel like we were friends 😕 the second lowlight I have is I don't like it when all I want to do is cry and that all I felt this week so it was so bad😭🙅. But yeah just this whole week was my lowlight with yearbook and people and just life. Well on with my highlights. One highlight I have was being able to go to all my classes and be happy except for leadership because I feel like I see everyone so much I don't want to see them anymore so I enjoyed the best of all of my other classes. 

Well the lesson that I learned this week is even thought things are going so so bad we need to make the best of time because you won't be able to go back in time and change the past so always make the best of time and enjoy life before you regret too much things. 

cherreh week😊💗😛

Hey leadership well this week was better😊 but I've had better haha but I actually kinda liked this week except for Wednesday like I hated that day and like my feet were hurting and I could not stand walking for almost 2 hours and just taking pictures like I was just like ugh and I wanted to cry😂😂 because my feet hurt and I was so tierd and warn out. So I'm so thankful my mom picked me up from school and we went to Burger King which was AHMAZING💆💆💗💗 like foreAls and I was just happy once I got home ate me Burger King and just layed in my bed eating and watching YouTube 😌 just relaxing and not having stress😂😂. But it really felt good to relax😌😌💗💗💆💆 cause like I haven't just relaxed stayed in bed and do nothing but all I want to do 😂😂 nothing😂😂 haha yeah but I actually really liked this week and it went pretty smooth yes their were ups and down but which week is their no up and down but this week was pretty good my favorite day was I Gotta say Thursday because for the first time in forever I had a good day in math!!!! Like my math teacher said I was doing good in math and how I'm doing good on test and stuff and when he said that I was like super happy and proud of me😊💗💗. But yeah this week was really really good!!

   Well my highlight from this week is one my math mostly because I feel like I'm doing really good in school and math and in just really happy about that. Another highlight is I got to go bowling on Friday and that was really fun even thought I sucked butt haha and also that's naya spilled her icee drink thing and it spilled on both of our faces and it was just funny haha and Friday was also my favorite day cause like it was just fun and AWESOME😂😛😊 well my lowlights of this week was I had to work everyday both morning and recess and I was just so tired and it's was just so ugh. Plus I had hw plus I had stuff to do at home so this week was just super busy and tiring for me so yeah that was one lowlight another lowlight is that relationships with my friends aren't really going well like we are arguing and stuff and it's just not that good but yeah. Overall I thought this week was GNARLY !! And I hope their will be more fun and awesome weeks like this week in the future 

  Well I learned a pretty good lesson this week. The lesson that I learned is no matter how bad and how tierd and stressed you are just have fun and laugh and just make the best of things because if you don't things will just be boring and won't be fun and things will always be serious 

the first week back and not the best start

Hey leadership well this week was really good kinda but there was some parts that I wish didn't happen at all and just was like scary , irritating and just frustrating and I just wanted to break down and cry sometimes and sometimes I just wanted to go to sleep and not wake up till Saturday and sometimes I just felt like things were so fun and it's was the best ever! Haha so this week my emotions were just bipolar and my emotion of the day kinda changes everyday. But yeah this week was the first week back from school and it ended like really bad. Also I didn't go to school on Wednesday. Also Friday was kinda awesome cause I finished reading an entire book that I just started reading in the middle of first period and finished it right when the first advisory ended and I took an AR test. And that happened because I forgot to get a book earlier cause we have weekly AR and that book ready was literally crazy and that was so much reading like I read 24,300 something and u was proud of myself😂😂 because I'm not a big fan of reading so reading that much in such little time is good for me and in so thankful I found that book cause it was a real big lifesaver. But yeah. If I had to pick my favorite day of the week I think the day would be Tuesday because all my classes were awesome and that day was like the most happiest days of the week and all those classes had my favorite people in them so that was great and literally that day was awesome and the best and I don't think anyway beat that day like foreal that day was the best. But yeah that's day was pretty gnarly. 

  But my highlights for this week is that all of my classes went pretty smooth this week expect for Monday for 5th period that was like the worst but yea. Another highlight is even though we had IDs for our job I actually kinda like it this week! That's a first! And I think the only time I'll say that but I liked our job kinda this week. But yeah also that I actually enjoyed my math class and I liked it very much and I felt things went pretty smoothly. And pretty much all this week I liked all my classes and they all were pretty fun and awesome! So yea haha that was reAlly good. My lowlight for this week though was some people just really got on my nerve And really made me irritated mad and made me just want to punch them in the face. And I just kinda wanted to like I don't know I just got super irritated and I just was like ugh but I needed to control my anger and itritationess😂😂😂 and just live happily and be happy and yeah just to not let people ruin my day. 

  So the lesson I learned is to not let people / little things ruin my day and my happiness because happiness is a wonderful thing and something everyone one should have and not get taken away. So always be happy and smile and just pass it on. "Don't worry , be happy" be happy All the time and pass it on. Because if we pSs on happiness the world will be happy and we all love to be happy. 

2nd Quarter

  Hey leadership so this quarter has been a very long/stressful/worst quarter of my life. Thai quarter I've been through so much and learned so much.  Tbh this was actually the worst but I still have fun and some good time. But tbh I really have been through a lot like I was a nobody this quarter. Classes got harder. We had secret Santa. And so many more. Just so much things happened this quarter and it was like those roller coasters that you hate so much but then their are some good parts. But a lot of things have happened school wise, team wise and feelings. Well I think I should talk about being a nobody really I hated that time period of being a nobody and I was so glad that I wasn't in that spot longer than I was in that spot and I'm glad that I earned my cubby and my chair name back. Like you don't even know how sad and I just didn't want to go to school from being happy again and getting my freedom back. It just made me happy when I got all the things I had in the begginning of the year back. So yea. But now my team is kinda messed up well first off we aren't getting along really well and the same person who was on probation last quarter was still on probation for most of this quarter too. So that person did not inprove so that made me kinda mad and disappointed. But yea. But this quarter has been so stressful I mean I'm surprised I don't have a head full of grey hairs. I mean with the team I have and all the work and responsibilitys I had I just wanted to break down and cry sometimes cause I was so stressed. But I really just need to give a shoutout and thank Julia because really without her idk how I would be able to do what I do with my group so thank you Julia. Also I would like to thank Kaylyn because in the times where I needed help and I told her I needed help she would help me. So I thank you both so so much!!! Now I will talk about my classes okay so really my classes got so much more intense and like my grades were really bumpy this quarter. Like it would always change and sometimes it's good and sometimes it's bad but u think if I really care I can fix them grades. And that is exactly what I did and I am so proud of myself for doing the things I did for my grades. But ask I really wanted this quarter to end and I wanted to go on my trip. Because it was so stressful. Like I just wanted the quarter to end and I just didn't want to deal with school.  But really this quarter what a roller coaster that I never want to rise again in my LIFE!!!!!!!

  Next I'm going to share my highlights. So my first highlight of this quarter is that when my grades were low I tried really hard to raise them. Also that I got off being a nobody in less than 3 weeks. Also that I got my chair name and my cubby back. Plus I got my freedom back ! But really this quarter had kinda a lot of highlights like I didn't get on probation and I finished my AR. and like foreal every time I finish my AR I get so happy and excited. So that's another. Highlight. Also that I feel like I am getting better with my jobs and stuff and I feel like I am getting better with my jobs and things with leAdership.  Now I am going to share my lowlights so my first lowlight is that I was a nobody for 2 weeks. Also that my grades this quarter wasn't as good as last quarter. So that makes me sad. Also that I feel like I could've done better this quarter and got better grades. Also that I went through a lot of sad times this quarter. Plus my group aren't really doing good and getting along. So that sucks. And it's just things were really sucky this week and it wasn't all that great for me. So all I wish is that next quarter will be better. 

  But I did learn a lot of lessons this quarter. One of them is don't cheat because it just shows that you lazy. Also that you want the easy way. Also that if you don't try your hardest you will fail and a bunch of bad thing will pile on you and you will not like it at all. Also that trust is hard to earn back so don't ever take trust for granted. Also that you should always think before you do.  ALso to ALWAYS do things ahead of time because it will really be worth it. well peace out leadership!

 

LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL!!!

okay so tbh I was so excited for this week to be over because if wasa winter break and winter break is 3 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and that a really long time. Plus I was going to be in California for 2 of those weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so yeah plus I left school early on Wednesday!! plus I got the best Christmas gift ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and I thank tiana for that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you the real MVP. hahaha But anyway this week was great even though it was short and I couldn't do a lot of things.. BUt yeah.. This week I have to say my favorite day would have to be Wednesday because it was a short day plus my classes were great! Also I got the best gift ever!!! And I was super close to not getting a gift but I did!!!!! so thank you tiana!! and im so sorry Peteriese.... But yeah that day was pretty RAD and AWESOME!!!!!!! so that was a really good day. PLus I didn't have MATH!!!!!! WOOOHOOO!!! SO THAT WAS EVEN ANOTHER PLUS!! but yeah this last week of school was awesome and probably was one of the best weeks of school ive ever had. Oh yeah haha I forgot this week my job was TV!!!!! which is one of my favorite jobs!! the only thing is I know that after we have Tv we have IDs as pour next job and I hate IDs like so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but anyway yeah

so my highlight for this week is it was literally one of the best weeks in my whole school life. Like I got the best Christmas gift ever!!!(sorry for saying that so much, but I really love the gift I got.) Plus we had TV for our job!!! and you guys know how much I love Tv for jobs so yeah... My lowlight for this week is that I had to leave school early. Also I felt bad for Peteriese. hahaha like foreALS I felt bad for her. But I rather her to not have got a gift then me. hahaha don't take it personal. and it makes me sound selfish but the only reason why I wouldn't want me to not get a gift is because I would be leaving and I wouldn't have got my gift till 3rd quarter and that would suck. Also another lowlight is that I had to leave the week early so I couldn't help at winter fair so that's bad and I felt really bad. Also for the 2 weeks I worked at the media center I forgot to give mr ing my papers signed for working and that's really bad cause I don't think my grade will go up. and that's really bad!! Also another lowlight is my blogs are in late and that is not good and puts me in a kind of bad spot and is really bad so I just hope that 3rd quarter will be AWESOME because I need an AWESOME quarter like foreals.. but yea

So what I learned this week is to ALWAYS and I mean ALWAYS do things ahead of time no ifs or ands because if you forget and something important doesnt happen it can hurt you more than it hurt to take you "self time" to do something you kinda don't want to do. and trust me I rather use my "self time" then get a bad grade or have something worst happen to you or me. so always do thing ahead of time no ifs or ands cause it will just hurt you in the end.

Its beggining to look a lot like Christmas

 Hey leadership so this week was GNARLY!!!!! Tbh this week was really good and it ended off really well. If i had to pick a day taht was my favorite it would be thursday and friday. Like first of all thursday was they day where i got out of my problem!!!!!! WOOHOOOO!!!!!! i am like so happy i got my cubby and my name on my chair!!! Like when i saw my cubby name thing on i wanted to like scream! LIke once i saw it i told julia and kaylyn and i was like super happy and i had a big smile on my face. And they were laughing at me and were happy for me. But this really glamed up my week and made me super happy! Plus we got to eat durning period 1 and we got to buy things and things are just getting better.  And we got to decorate which was fun and now our room is really purple and silver so yea. Plus christmas is coming around which mean CALIFORNIA for me!!!!! and i am really excited because i havent been there for 6 YEARS!!!!! so i am very excited for that and realy i am just happy! And friday was good because all my classes that day were smooth and nice and to end it off we had period 1! So this week literally ended really good and made me happy. But there is one thing that really didnt make my week great and it was IDs i literally hate this job and i just want to kill it.. Like so many peopel loose their name tag its like what if we wernt here a lot of people would get detention. I mean like so many people coem in a week. Maybe like 50 or more students get IDs. Like i just hate this job and wish it didnt exist. But yea I know everyone hates IDs so yea

But my highlight of this week is that I got my cubby and my name for my chair back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I am pretty happy about that. Also that this week went smoothly and I didn't really hate anyway. Also that we got our freedom back I guess that's what you say but yea we got to buy things and eat. and I just love things now because things are back to normal and if you know me you know I love to eat so yea that pretty much explains how and why I am so happy we get to eat during period one. So yea. My lowlights for this week is that my grades are not that grade and I'm am trying to get them up before he quater ends and before teachers start closing their grade Book! But I'm still trying and working hard. Also another lowlight is that a lot of people are getting on my nerve and I am about to punch someone and am going to scream!!!!!!!!!! Because there are so many stupid people rn in school and even in leadership. Some people just keep on getting on my nerve but I shouldn't let them get to me. But this week was pretty good and I am ready for more exciting thing and I am happy.

So the lesson that I learned this week is if you really and I mean REALLY want something and you work as hard as you can I believe you can get it! you just have to work super hard and do your best and put 120% into your work because after you get what you want it is AWESOME and you feel proud of yourself and you think "you know what doing this work was worth it" just like how I did.

Secret Santa

Okay so hey leadership so this blog is going to be about how I felt about secret Santa this year and all that good stuff😂😂. But anyway. I had the best 😂 because in the end I got my gift!!!!!! So as you guys know Peteriese  didn't get a gift because of taven. And I feel bad for Peterese but I am so glad that I wasn't the person who didn't get a gift because I was leaving that day. And me and Peteriese were the last two and I was the one who got a gift. And I loved my gift!! I have been wanting it forever so thank you so much Tiana I love you so much!!!! But sorry Peteriese that you didn't get a gift I feel so bad. But at the same time I am glad that I got a gift. And tbh sorry to say I rather would be the one to get the gift then the person who didn't get the gift. SORRY. But we all know that we would rather be the person to get the gift then to get the gift late. Come on we all know that well yea.

My highlight is I got A gift!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and I wanted that gift for as long as I can remember!! So thank you so so much Tiana!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love it and it is the best gift ever!!!!! Also that on my last day for school it was a great day and a great way to end my week!!! But yeah. My lowlight was that I had to leave on the day of secret santa and I kinda wanted to stay till the week ended but yea I didn't get too. So that sucked

Well the lesson that I learned during this is too always be thankful for everything. Even though things don't go your way because really I wasn't sure if I was going to get a gift. but even if I didn't I would've been thankful because I got free food!!!!! that was really good!! plus I knew that I was going to get a gift anyway. But I did get a gift that I love so much!!! so I am and should be very very thankful. So once again THANK YOU SO MUCH TIANA!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!