holly jolly Christmas

dannnnng, it's been a while since I've done one of these blogs. And it feels pretty great to be back! well I am so blessed and so thankful to be back, and be blessed to do secret Santa again, well to my secret Santa these are the things I would love to have.

1. Starbucks gift card

2. Lychee hard candy😍 (From longs)

3. Be joyful candle or spray (From bath and body works)

4. Victoria secret gift card

5. This one is free but, a letter from my Santa :)) You can put whatever whether I know you very well or if I barely know you at all I want you to write me a letter. Like if I don't know you tell me about you and how you like your first year at leadership:) and if I do know you you can write whatever haha.

But dear Santa, I hope my list isn't hard haha. Have fun shopping! :)

thank you mr ing! now a start of something new

Well dang i never would've thought that tis time would come by so fast! I remember going to my first lima graduation that i was helping at when i was in 6th grade and that i finally actually graduated for my own graduation at lima is pretty mind blowing and feels like time just flew by! Man these two years here at lima have totally flew by and went right pass through my fingertips! It's so crazy to see how i've grow and progressed in these past two years! to see all the many different things i've accomplished and ll the many things i'll be accomplishing! Throughout my experience here I've felt loved/hated mad, upset, happy and so many more! But right now i want to cry happy and sad tears for actually maturing and growing in myself and in others! It's so crazy to think that i won't be going to lima anymore but i'll be going to campbell HIGH SCHOOL! like its so weird to say that because I'm the youngest and was always known as a middle schooler so its so crazy to think i am now  high schooler! I just really wanted t thank some people for helping me grow, mr.song first of all! mr.ing, kaya, ms.mcdaniels,mrs.miya, chaddy, diana,period 3 and all of the teachers/people who supported me through it all! thick and thin much appreciate it and can't thank you enough! I just have grown so much in a year it is crazy! i just wanted to thank team 8-1 for being lame, but humble and unique in our own way, yeah we barely won and didn't have mch team spirit but we loved each other nd our teachers! we're team 8-1 and we rep it pretty g! Love you guys. now fro the boys who distracted me made me confused dated me (only one) and just boys people thought i liked etc. thank you! for teaching me things i never would've known without you guys! its been rough with most of you guys but thank you so very much for helping me in some way to be the person i am today!! mahalos! Next i want to thank diana and nicole you both have either hurt me or damaged me  in  huge huge way in my life! I cannot believe some of the things you;ve called me or did to me, but thank you! tank you for hurting me and teaching me to forgive and love on the people who hurt me, but even though you 2 hurt me I'm always here. Now kaya and chad!! MY 8TH GRADE CLASS BUDDIES!!!!! WE MADE IT!!! its crazy just how we met and all the memories,laughs,farts and great things that happened with us 3! we've been through many different things but we always had each other i know for a fact that we will fight but well always love and have each others back because we know how to fight the good fight together! to also hate on people together haha. and last u totally not the least i would love love love to thank mr ing! From the beginning where you excepted me into leadership, from letting me be a group leader and for growing a relationship that i hope we can grow more and more throughout the years! you've made so many sacrifices and done great things for me and i can't even thank you enough for all you have doe for me! i cannot even try or want to imagine my life without leadership it has taught me to do so many things and i thank you for that!! thank you for the blo0gs that i barely ever did! thank you for the food loll, thank you for being  great teacher in general who cares for us! I hope you can find a place for me! thank you for everything! well thats my summary for this year bc honestly without these people i wouldn't be hope morris! thank you lima! for being ghetto but gathering great people together!

now my highs and lows!!!As for highlights and lowlights of the year The biggest highlight was learning sooo much every step of the way. This school year I learned many things that I hope to keep with me as long as I live. As life goes on, I'll add to these learning experiences but for now I'm amazed at how much I learned in one school year. I learned things through the people surrounding me; my friends, teachers, family, etc. and I feel like along the way it made me a better person and helped me improve as well. I would consider this a major highlight because if I didn't learn anything then what is school even for??As for lowlights - im honestly sad that I didn't spend more time with people and got closer to them. This would be a lowlight because there's some people who I never knew and maybe never will know, which is a weird thing to think about. So hopefully, in the future I'll learn the importance of that as well. 

well mann I've learned a lot this year and honestly its powerful to me! One really important thing I've learned is show love to EVERYONE! your enemies, best friends, boys, girls EVERYONE! people love nice people and just being a light and hope for people makes me happy and making other happy makes me even happier! another thing i learned is who cares what everyone thinks! you can't let people stop you from being yourself! always push yourself and be who yo are not anybody else for anyone else! those are the things I've learned about me!

mannn i can improve in many many ways. one major way is to be productive and not lazy! being lazy has made me missed blogs get bad grades and only brought me down! i hate being lazy and a procrastinator and need to start doing things ahead of time and taking things seriously and prioritizing things in my life! those are my major and top improvements that i need to make asap!

5/7

 Hey leadership so this week was really different and it was a kind of week where I liked it but I didn't like it or I just was super tired and I didn't want to go to school and I was just over everything. Like I was so tired but I had to go to school and work and stuff but really I wanted to be in bed sleeping and it was so hard to not go to sleep because we so many test and projects and Cornell notes and I'm just over it and I can't wait for summer to just sleep in and relax. But really this week was bleh and I just wanted to do nothing practically. Well anyways I actually enjoyed this week even though their was a lot of work and I was super tired because we had mostly odds this week and you should know by now that I love odd periods so that was a big highlight for this week. But we also got progress reports this week on Wednesday and it was not good because I have a D in AVID sorry for swearing but I'm just so irritated with AVID and just am not even happy with avid but watever because there is only 26 days left of school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So that exciting oh and I was working music for half of this week since I was on probation😭😩😒 but yeah

  Now with my highlights and lowlights. First with my highlights so my first highlight is that odds were the periods that were the most this week so that made me happy. Another highlight is that there is only 26 more days left of school!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like I want school to be over already!!!!!! But yeah I think those were all my highlights. Now with my lowlights. My first lowlight is that I could only work for half of this week because of avid and avid is just irritating and I do not like it atm   But yeah. Another lowlight is that I was super tired but couldn't sleep and I had to do test and projects and I am just over it all. Another lowlight is that I have so much going on that I am so overwhelmed that I just want to cry all the time and stay in bed. But I can't. So that sucks. But that's about it those were all my highlight and lowlights. 

   So the lesson I learned this week is even though you may be over thing and tired and overwhelmed you shouldn't give up when you can see the finish line. You have to work harder and harder and try your best better than you ever had and end he year stonh and proud of the things you did this year! So even though life is crazy always work hard and don't give up or their will be big consequences and you won't like them. Well that's it bye leadership. 

5/14

Hey leadership so this week was idek. Like I like didn't like this week at all but I didn't mind it. I mean I was pretty much stressing out about all the deadlines and everything that's I had to do. I mean like this whole week I have been doing just straight work! And it was so tiring and I just wanted to sleep but I knew the only way to get my grades up is to work hard. Plus I was trying to get my graduation and it was so irraz because we barely have anytime and most of the 7th graders is just kind of chilling and they act like they don't care and it's kind of irraz because we don't have the much time an honestly I really don't want to loose 😂😂😂😂 and just doing this work had made me stressed and then I HVE friendships that are going pretty rough. And some people are just so irratating and so stubborn and it's just so irraz because I wish that they were just the same that they were like a month ago. But people change and that okay

Well highlights is Mrs sky and her class bc I honestly don't like it but she's so wierd and it's funny so that's what's do like and yeah people. CHanged but people are also pretty awesome and I love that! Lowlights is some people are changing and I don't like that but I don't really have a choice for what they do so that's that. 

The lesson I learned is people will change but it shows there true colors and how they act in these situations and all the things they'll do when this or that happens and all we can do is be true to ourselves and be us!

end of the year project

1: PERIOD PICTURES (this year and last year)

2: BIO CUBES (last year this year)

3: BUCKET FILLING LETTERS (most impactful for me

4:MY FIRST BLOG & MY FAVORITE IMPACTFUL BLOG

5:MY ACCEPTANCE LETTERS

6: PINK SYLLABUS FROM THE BEGGINING OF THE YEAR

7: YEARBOOK IDEA

8: JENGA BLUE PAPER

9: YELLOWS

10:REUNION PICTURE (my first year)

a good week but had to end bad😭

hey leadership, not in a good mood right now I'm actually pissed, upset , crying and more. I honestly just want to say one thing which is I hate AR! I honestly tried to finish it but I couldn't even though it was the easiest and that lisses me off so now I have an F in homeroom and mr ing won't let us take anymore test which makes me even more upset so now I have an F for homeroom! So now my dad is pissed off at me and lately I've been feeling like a failure a stupid a$$ and just all of the above! I honestly have very little confident left and it's sad how little it is and it hurts bc I know my worth but I don't feel it or see it I feel like sh** and ugh im so pissed like I tried to hard so I wouldn't have any bad grades by the weekend and I didn't but homeroom is an F !!! And ugh I just HATE MYSELF! I feel like a stupid a$$ !!!! I'll just go die and cry in a hole now like that's how I feel about this one things! I legit am done with this school year everyone makes me feel stupid irrelevant and so many more!! I just can't contain my hurt inside and I'm just crying it all out rn! But I not hate this week and want to finish this blog now in my frustration. Well now I'll talk about my week! I honestly loved this week it was going pretty good and I was trying so hard to just stay positive and happy bc we should be happy and it worked it really did!! Until after school on Friday and mr ing said were done with AR I can't contain how stupid I feel but anyways that my week I don't even care how it went it's all flushed away because I was to dumb to not read even though I'm busy have practice everyday and when I don't I just want to rest it doesn't matter I should just suck it up and work my a$$ off right just work work!

Well my highlight is that I got to talk to mr song ! And I have an okay week. Now it's my lowlights that's right not really any highlights bc I feel to crappy to know. My first and only lowlight is AR I didn't finish and I broke apart after. All that's been happening lately and I just can't stand feeling so down so there ya go! My highlight and lowlight 

The lesson I learned is bad days will happen and it's okay to break down and cry and let all the frustration out ! You may feel down but believe you're worth the world yeah this blog is very emo and this part isn't that much but just have hope because I believe things can always get better. 

4/23 bloggggsss

    Hey leadership so this week was really an ok week and it was a kind of week where I liked it but I didn't like it or I just was super tired and I didn't want to go to school and I was just over everything. Like I was so tired but I had to go to school and work and stuff but really I wanted to be in bed sleeping and it was so hard to not go to sleep because we so many test and projects and Cornell notes and I'm just over it and I can't wait for summer to just sleep in and relax. But really this week was bleh and I just wanted to do nothing practically. Well anyways I actually enjoyed this week even though i couldn't work Music It was fine though because I was super tired because we had mostly evens this week and you should know by now that I don't really enjoy evens periods so that was a big lowlight for this week. But So since I was on probation😭😩😒 I couldn't work this whole week and I was super upset and I felt like a bad group leader because I'm suppose to set an example. 

  Now with my highlights and lowlights. First with my highlights so my first highlight is that odds were the periods that were pretty good this week so that made me happy. Another highlight is that there is only 20 somethings more days left of school!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like I want school to be over already!!!!!!!! But yeah I think those were all my highlights. Now with my lowlights. My first lowlight is that I couldnt work at all   this week because of avid and avid is just irritating and I do not like it atm   But yeah. Another lowlight is that I was super tired but couldn't sleep and I had to do test and projects and I am just over it all. Another lowlight is that I have so much going on that I am so overwhelmed that I just want to cry all the time and stay in bed. But I can't. So that sucks. But that's about it those were all my highlight and lowlights. 

   So the lesson I learned this week is even though I'm over this year and even though this quarter is crazy and we have lots of test and work. We only have 7 more days of school left and I can make it I just have to keep on working my hardest and I just have to keep on working with my full strength and to just not slack and be happy even though I am so tired I should be happy and joyful and alive! But yeahhhhh  Well that's it bye leadership.